Hinn, healing...

Rob and I watched some the 5th Estate's expose on Benny Hinn tonight. I have no trouble believing the guy's a fake. But then there's another question: Why doesn't God heal? Every healing I seem to hear about is second or third hand. And so many of them are, well, doubtful. A lot of conditions just stop. The type of miracles in the Bible don't seem to be around. Why?

This wondering about everything and not wanting to go to church is kind of scary. I don't know if I'm losing my faith or on my way to finding it.