church trial

Went to a church on Sunday - Anglican. Found out that I attended on the one Sunday in a month that is a family service - with a sermon directed at kids and no Sunday School. I had heard that the pastor in the church was especially intellectually stimulating but alas, I didn't get to hear him. And my kids were really looking forward to "kids' church" but instead had to sit through lots of unfamiliar liturgy. I thought if I could find something to feed my mind while my kids got something they enjoyed, it might be a good thing. But once again I find I have to spend too much time sitting through things that don't reach me in order to get a crumb of something meaningful.

I told Rob that I think I'm ready to let go of the whole idea of institutional church. But I might be lying.