something's different

There’s something different going on at our place.
We read our Bibles. We pray, singularly, together. Rob plays worship CDs. I sit down at the keyboard to worship God.
And we’re doing all of these things regularly, daily.
They have moved from being a chore, a distraction that I really should do because I’m a Christian, after all.
Lately I want to do these things. I crave it.
I’m thinking of going to one of those extended worship times late at night. That’s weird.
Two nights ago I started at the keyboard and I didn’t want to stop. I went to bed after midnight when I had to get up at 6:45am.
I feel more balanced. I am more patient, kind. I am less stressed.
I’m almost scared to type this. I don’t want to jinx it. I don’t want it to stop.